Note to a lost friend...

So many things,
I didn't say,
Is it too late now that you've gone away?
So many words,
So many ways,
If you can hear me now, there's something I gotta say.

Just one more talk,
Just one more turn,
If one's too much then..
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For everything,
You ever done for me,
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For all the things,
For saving me,

So many times,
So many days,
You helped me through,
Walked me through the rain,
So many tears,
Have washed away,
If you can hear my voice,
There's something I have to say…

It's been so long,
They say time will heal everything,
Could you send me a sign?
To fill the soul in my life,
Turn on a light,
To help me see through it all,
No one left to rescue me,
Save me...

Thank you for all the times we had,
All the jokes we cracked, all the moments we shared,
Thank you for giving me a shoulder to lean on,
For winning all the battles in my life,
For showing me the path which leads out of the darkness and into the light,
Although you're leaving me,
You'll always be on my mind and in my heart,
Whether we meet in the near future or till death do us apart...

Something I wrote for someone special in my life.....but I guess she didn't like it....

She comes to me every time I close my eyes,
I can see her dancing in the moonlight,
The dress that she wears is sparkling in the light,
The love radiates through her smile.
I hear her whispering my name,
Calling out to me as if she is in need of me,
I see her moving towards me,
And i can't feel my heart beat,
She comes closer and takes my hand,
I look into her eyes and try to understand,
What she wants to say to me,
But I can't hear while she's speaking to me,
Cause her touch is so charming,
That I can feel my life drifting away from me,
Just like the clouds clearing after a stormy evening,
Just like the angels descending down to enlighten me,
And when I hold her close to me,
I can see her staring back at me,
Her tender skin as soft as a feather,
The night so harsh that it makes demons surrender,

I don't know who she is,
But in my life she does exist,
Her passion is just a kiss,
And I cannot resist it,
Ich varte hir, don't die before I do,
Ich varte hir, Shtirb nicht vor mir.....

Angel

Live in virtue, no desire
In the grave an angel's choir
You look to heaven and wonder why
No one can see them in the sky

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Angels live, they never die
Apart from us, behind the sky
They're fading souls who've turned to ice
So ashen white in paradise

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn an angel when I die
Heaven must be hell in the sky

Trapped Insise

Somethings can't be expressed,
Somethings are better unsaid,
Somethings just need to be suppressed,
Somethings are better of dead,

Some animals left untouched,
Some feelings left unexpressed,
Some pains left unreleased,
Some beasts left unleashed,

But these feelings stay stuck inside,
And at times come outside,
When anger and pain coincide,
Cuz they've been Trapped Inside...

Some cry for lost ones,
Some cry for love,
Some cry cuz they're hurt,
But when this pain comes out,
And shows its demonic face,
The people who gave pain are the ones who get pain,

But sometimes when the pain is released,
The force of life dies out,
And thats when the wait starts again,
The wait which has no limit,
But continues as long as,
The pain and anger get Trapped Inside...

Being A Burden (Song)

Not everyone's a burden out here,
Not everyone's a pain in the butt,
But some of us out here,
Just a hand-full are the one's who get hurt,
Cuz, we're nothing more than a BURDEN!

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Ch:
A burden on our friends,
A burden on our parents,
A burden on our lovers,
A burden on ourselves,
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But we can't give up,
Being what we are, cuz we're unique,
The worst to some while the best to others,
Yet we try to hold on with what we have,
And yet we continue to be a BURDEN!

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Ch:
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The world has never appreciated us,
Never looked back when we're down,
Never when we're suffering,
Cuz once, all that we were, is a BURDEN!

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Ch:
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The Life I Want

The life I want is not one taken out from the movies,
Not one that people dream of,
But a life of simplicity...

A life not comprising of complete happiness,
Not one comprising of only sorrow,
But one in which there shall be a balance,
But not the balance of mankind...

A life in the darkness would be nice,
As enemies won't find me,
But when I would want to rise,
I would not find the guiding light...

A life in the skies would be nice,
High above all of mankind,
A place where some people want to reside,
But when I want to be down to earth,
I will not be able to do so,
Cuz I'll be too high up in the sky...

A life in her arms would be nice,
Holding onto the best of times with no one around,
But when time runs out on one of us,
All I'll be left with is hatred all around...

No one shall be able to satisfy my needs,
Cuz I ask for "too much",
A price which no one can afford,
But unless I don't get it,
I shall not rest in peace......

A note to all the readers.....

Whatever shall be posted on this blog will be in poetic verses and may or may not relate to your life.....please do not take any offense if the posts are a little twisted, full of hatred and pessimistic...

I thank all of you for reading the blog, enjoying what you read and then inviting others to read it too. Feel free to comment on each and every article. In that way i might try and improve on my writing and also try my best to bring out the images in your heads into verses.

I used to write a blog earlier but due to some personal problems I was forced to quit. My sincere apologies to those who used to follow up with the daily blog. Now I'm back, once again, to write to you people, pieces of my life so that you can enjoy, and I owe my return to someone really special in my life.

I guess Freddie Mercury was right...."The Show Must Go On...."

~ Debarun Sanyal.