The Life I Want

The life I want is not one taken out from the movies,
Not one that people dream of,
But a life of simplicity...

A life not comprising of complete happiness,
Not one comprising of only sorrow,
But one in which there shall be a balance,
But not the balance of mankind...

A life in the darkness would be nice,
As enemies won't find me,
But when I would want to rise,
I would not find the guiding light...

A life in the skies would be nice,
High above all of mankind,
A place where some people want to reside,
But when I want to be down to earth,
I will not be able to do so,
Cuz I'll be too high up in the sky...

A life in her arms would be nice,
Holding onto the best of times with no one around,
But when time runs out on one of us,
All I'll be left with is hatred all around...

No one shall be able to satisfy my needs,
Cuz I ask for "too much",
A price which no one can afford,
But unless I don't get it,
I shall not rest in peace......